A look back at 2008

During this time of the year I love to watch “looking back over the year” shows. So I thought I’d take a minute to look back over the year that is quickly coming to a close, and reflect on the events of 2008 - highlights and not-so-highlights. As you read you will see that the Thornton/Knisley Family celebrated several milestone birthdays and passages of life!!

January:
OSU returned to the BCS National Championship game…but again, a Championship title did not return to Cbus with them. The Thornton/Knisley family still love their Buckeyes and bleed scarlet and gray...O-H-I-O!!!

February:
I “won” the title of “Most Unique Name” at the Direct Energy Superbowl Chili Cook-off…"Pepperoni Pizza Chili”.

IBC suddenly lost one of its best behind the scenes servant’s - Betty Erwin.

Jenni, Kari, the Knisley children and I spent the weekend at Deer Creek - assisting with the Children's Hospital Heme Retreat. However a kidney infection left me in bed most of Saturday.

March:
The “blizzard” of 2008 began on Friday, March 7, dumping 20.4 inches of snow, leaving C-bus paralyzed for the entire weekend...including leaving IBC’s doors closed for Sunday worship.

April:
I boarded a plane and took my first out of state business trip…Houston, TX.

IBC kicked off it’s year long 75th Anniversary Celebration with a dinner and program. Karen, Polly and I coordinated!!!

Steve, Hayden and I drove to Cleveland on a very brisk Ohio Spring evening, sat six rows from the 1st Base line, and watched the Boston Red Sox pull off a come from behind victory over the Indians…GO SOX!!!

I went into contract on my first home purchase.

May:
Ayana had her 3 year check-up and told all of us how she was a big girl now, because she did not cry during her shots!

Jenni hit her head while planting flowers and suffered a minor concussion, leaving her a little loopy and unable to drive or work for a few days.

Hayden was named 2nd Team All City in Baseball – a great accomplishment for a (then) Sophomore.

I celebrated my 32nd birthday…not a milestone, but it is my 1st most favorite day of the entire year, so it had to make the list!!!

I was voted Employee of the Month for DE's US North Mass Markets division. The prize allowed me to purchase my beautiful patio furniture!!!

I officially became a home owner on May 28th.

June:
Dad celebrated his 70th Birthday!!!

Ashley “walked the stage” becoming the third Thornton generation to graduate from Columbus West High School.

After lots of help (mainly painting and cleaning) from my family – especially Steve & my Mom, Villa de Megalicious was ready to be moved into, and an army of friends assisted with the move on June 14th!

Hayden celebrated his 16th Birthday!!

July:
Kari had a surprise “guest” arrive – sending her to the hospital and into surgery to have a kidney stone removed.

Mom celebrated her 65th Birthday!!!

I led the 7 & 8 year olds of IBC on an “Amazon Adventure” during VBS…my most favorite ministry!

Steve celebrated his 40th Birthday!

Adults and children of all ages, dressed in their red, white and blue, stood in line for up to 45 min. to pay their last respects to IBC’s beloved Roberta “Bert” Sutherland.

August:
I took First Place in the 2008 Church Picnic Dessert Contest…good Old Fashioned Carrot Cake with Cream Cheese Icing, yum!!

For 45 minutes I was missing and didn't even know I was missing. The story is long and humorous (now), and my Mom can finally laugh about it. The family was in a panic searching for me...even calling the police and local hospitals. I had over 30 missed calls in a 25 minute window - on my cell phone alone. I realized again how much my family loves me and how important it is to NOT leave me cell phone in the car!!

Ayana joined Elijah at Pre-school, Sophia began Kindergarten and Nana Carol now had more free time during the day, so she could continue to enjoy “retired” life!

September:
Mom and I (and some other IBC friends) enjoyed “The Lion King” at the Ohio Theatre…best thing I spent my money on all year!!

Ashley passed her drivers test!!

IBC continued the 75th Anniversary celebration with a Neighborhood Carnival/Festival – teaching all of us the power of prayer!

Hurricane Ike “blew” threw C-bus leaving most of the Thornton Family (and C-bus) in the dark for several days. Steve’s family sustained the loss of power, but lost their phone, internet and cable for four days…which is worse than losing power when you have three teenagers in the house. School was closed until Friday of that week for Hayden, Emily and Sophia.

Steve & Wendy watched Ashley drive off to her first day of Cosmetology school and celebrated 20 years of marriage, all in the same week!! They celebrated their anniversary by returning to their honeymoon destination...Gatlinburg, TN.

Kari received the announcement that the almost two year “battle” was over and the papers were finally signed!!

Elijah celebrated his 5th Birthday!!

October:
Emily celebrated her 13th birthday!!

Sophia was named citizen of the month for her Kindergarten class.

I began studying for the Certified Professional Secretaries Exam - to be given May 2, 2009. Hopefully passing the exam will be part of next year's highlights!!

Jenni, Chrissy and I climbed into the bright blue Vibe and took a road trip to Clarks Summit, PA to visit Phil & Gina!!!

Kari, Steve and Wendy all received GLOWING “reviews” during their Parent Teacher meetings - always a highlight to any parent's year!!

November:
Emily’s (school) Volleyball Team closed their season with a tournament win and she made a Club team, which will begin in February.

Ashley passed her initial tests and officially "took the floor"...now working as a student in the salon/spa at Nationwide Beauty Academy.

The entire family rejoiced at the news that the lesion on Dad's vocal cord had not only not grown, but was getting smaller. PTL!!

Ashley voted in her first Presidential Election, joining all of America in the most historic election in America’s history.

I had the joy and honor of being a guest at Elijah's lunch table during the Thanksgiving Lunch/Dinner at his preschool. Mom was the guest at Ayana's table.

December:
The Thornton Family (with the addition of Craig) again played “Post Office” to the IBC family...this year sorting 2,750 Christmas cards.

In keeping with my tradition - I was able to give Eli his first “real” Bible. Ashley, Hayden, Emily and Sophia each received their "real" Bible as a Christmas gift following their 5th birthdays.

Terry came to the Children’s Christmas performance at IBC – only the second time he’s been to a service since Kari and the kids came home in 2006.

Jenni purchased a Wii for herself as a Christmas gift – it has been a real source of enjoyment for many in the family!

While each gift that was given was special and appreciated – this year my most prized gift was a cookbook my Mom and Dad found while going through some boxes in the attic. The cookbook belonged to my beloved Aunt Ho (who I referenced in a previous blog), and I will treasure this gift for many years to come!

Jenni, Kari and I attended the first ever WOL Reunion - it was a great time of seeing "old" familiar faces.

All in all 2008 was a great year for the Thornton/Knisley Family, and I pray that 2009 will bring more joy, memories and more opportunities to serve our Lord.

Happy 2009!!!

He's The Reason, for the Season...

As I've mentioned before I'm a Christmas junkie...I love this time of year and EVERYTHING that comes with it. So I begin my Christmas countdown very early...June 25. On the 25th of each month I send out reminders to family members and friends getting their excited and ready for my 2nd favorite day of the entire year. As we get within the month of December the e-mails come weekly...it's a fun and allows me to use some of my creative juices. (If you'd like to be added to the distribution list, let me know!!) Therefore, for some who read my blog...this you it will be a repeat from and e-mail I sent late last week...the . For those others this will be "new" material. I don't like to repeat e-mails and blogs; however, after sitting through our sermon this morning at IBC, the e-mail I sent out on Thursday kept coming to my mind...and for some reason I felt maybe I should share again. Therefore note that some of the details don't exactly match today's date (meaning we are now four days from Christmas, but the e-mail was sent seven days before, etc.)

Final E-mail sent on 12/18/2008 - 2008 Christmas Countdown Series:

Christmas Countdown followers...we are only four days from Christmas, and I hope that your lists have more checked off than left to do. Today's e-mail will be the final e-mail in the 2008 Christmas Countdown series. The 2009 Christmas Countdown will arrive in your in-box on June 25, 2009!!!

Beginning this evening, I'll conclude my purchasing and wrapping, bake some cookies, do a final sort of the IBC Christmas Cards (with the rest of the family on Sunday), make one more trip to the grocery store and complete other various final details. And when I go to bed on Sunday I will be ready to focus. Focus for the next four days on the Great I Am.

For Christmas fanatics, like myself, it is SO easy to get lost in the details, busyness and perfectionism of Christmas. If we allow ourselves, it is easy to look past the true meaning of Christmas...Christ's arrival to this earth through an ordinary, simple, teenage virgin girl. Our homes sparkle, shine and are extra beautiful during this time of the year. However, recently I thought of what it must have been like for Christ to leave the sparkle, shine and extraordinary beauty of Heaven to come to this earth. He came to Earth and became flesh. Just like you and me - he laughed and cried, he celebrated and mourned, he served and was served, he was hungry and full, he became tired and was rested. He became one of us...only unlike you and I - He was without sin. He came not only to become one of us, but to one day die on a cruel cross to bridge the gap for us. A bridge providing a way to allow us to join Him in the sparkle, shine and beauty of Heaven. Over the last few weeks I've had several packages arrive at my doorstep, most were gifts I plan to give away next Thursday. With each package, I was so excited to open the box and discover what my package held. One day as I was opening a delivery, it hit me...I wondered what it must have been like for Mary and Joseph to hold their extraordinary package that arrived on that very first Christmas over 2,000 years ago. When God's gift of Salvation was delivered to the doorstep of mankind. How exciting it must have been for Mary and Joseph to have such a package given to them - given to us.

In closing...my Christmas Wish for each of you is that at some point over the next seven days - you to be able to take time to stop...the madness, busyness and craziness...and reflect on God's continual gift to each of us, His Salvation through His only son - Jesus Christ. Making it possible for NO man to perish, but to ensure that we could have the JOY of ETERNAL LIFE in Heaven with Him.

In keeping with my "tradition" of using a Christmas song for each e-mail, I could think of no more fitting song than "Mary Did You Know?". However, instead of starting my final e-mail with the song, I'm going to conclude the 2008 Christmas Countdown series with both the lyrics and a YouTube link to this very powerful Christmas song. Listen to and read the words, and let the true meaning of Christmas fill your week!

Merry CHRISTmas with Love!
~Megan

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P0WIJw8JVeU

Mary did you know that your baby boy will one day walk on water?
Mary did you know that your baby boy will save our sons and daughters?
Did you know that your baby boy has come to make you new?
This child that you've delivered, will soon deliver you.

Mary did you know that your baby boy will give sight to a blind man?
Mary did you know that your baby boy will calm a storm with his hand?
Did you know that your baby boy has walked where angels tried?
And when you kiss your little baby, you have kissed the face of God.

The blind will see, the deaf will hear and the dead will live again.
The lame will leap, the dumb will speak, the praises of the lamb.

Mary did you know that your baby boy is Lord of all creation?
Mary did you know that your baby boy will one day rule the nations?
Did you know that your baby boy is Heaven's perfect Lamb?
This sleeping child you're holding is the Great I Am.

Finished Product...

2008 Villa de Megalicious Christmas Tree!!!!

Oh Christmas Tree, Oh Christmas Tree...

Decorating the Christmas tree has always been a highlight for me. When I was a little girl I just loved decorating our family's tree! My favorite decoration was the Bubble Lights - they are so cool!

When I had my very first apartment - money was tight (nothing has really changed since then!), and I wasn't going to put up a tree. But, I had a friend give me an artificial tree that I used for just that year. The night that I was decorating my tree, I heard carolers at my door. There stood, my friends - Tim and Polly with there three oldest boys...at that time they only had three children and Matthew was in a baby carrier. They gave me an adorable ornament - a yellow star with the Precious Moments Nativity scene on it. It has been on my tree every year since, usually right out in front for all (mainly me) to see. Every year as I place it on my tree, I stop and thank God for that family.

Growing up we had a real tree. I have always loved the smell and look of a real tree. After that first Christmas on my own, I had a tradition of getting a real tree. The second Friday in December, I had a friend that graciously and patiently went with me to select that year's tree. He was the shake, shake, shake, bounce, bounce, bounce, spin, spin, spin guy. After hours of picking up almost every tree on the lot and doing the shake, bounce, spin routine...waiting for me to see the lights and hear the angels sing (you know like Chevy Chase in Christmas Vacation), he would throw that year's perfect tree in the back of his truck and we would head home. He would haul the tree up to my apartment. Once the tree was standing by itself in the tree stand, I would order the pizza. As I was getting the other decorations out he would tackle the lights. Soon the pizza would arrive and after we ate it was my turn. I would put the ornaments on. First the sentimental ones...my baby bulb, the star from the Baltzer's, ornaments from years past, etc. Then the new ornament of the year - each year I get a new ornament for my tree. Then the fillers - white snow flakes, red velvet bows, red and silver bulbs and candy canes. This would take a good long while, and soon my tree buddy would be napping on the couch - his belly full and his body warm. When I was done decorating, I would wake him up with much excitement, and we would turn all the lights off and turn on the tree. It was so much fun. The entire evening, we would laugh and share, and just enjoy our friendship. I looked forward to that evening each year!

However, last year was my first Christmas without my friend, he was still around...but we had drifted apart - he more than me, and he wasn't really into being friends or hanging out anymore. It made (and still makes) my heart very sad. Last year was the first time that I can ever remember not having Christmas decorations at my house. I didn't put up one decoration - not even a display of the Christmas cards I had received. It just didn't feel right - I loved our tradition and I was mourning it's departure. A day or two before Christmas I woke up and went to the living room - it was as cold and dead inside as it was outside, it didn't even feel like Christmas. I sat on the couch thinking..how could I do that to myself? How could I let this one person rob me of the joy I had in my decorations and the Christmas season? I decided that Christmas 2007 would be the last Christmas without decorations, as long as I could control it. So the day after Christmas I selected an artificial tree and decided that until I find a new Christmas Tree Buddy, this would do. It was pre-lite, so I didn't have to worry about getting the lights just so either. And it wasn't too heavy - so I could easily carry it to and from it's non-December resting place. I was so excited that I could hardly wait until this year to put it up.

Well that tree went up this past Friday, and it came down that same day. The lights didn't work...ugh. So after several phone calls, the tree went back in the box, was loaded into the car and back to Walmart it went. But a new tree came home with me and it's lights work just great. It went up on Saturday morning, and I'm almost done decorating it. This year I seem to be doing it in shifts, it's not ideal - but it is what it is. I'm eagerly awaiting the lighting of the Villa de Megalicious 2008 Christmas tree. I even have pine scented candles to make me think that I still have my real tree. If all goes as planned, it will occur on Thursday evening! I will finish decorating and sit back with my cup of tea and gaze at my tree - all by myself. But I know I'll be smiling and frankly that's all that matters - because I'll have a Christmas with decorations and the start of a new tradition!!!

Thanksgiving...

Well Thanksgiving 2008 has come and gone; however, I wanted to post some of the things I love about Thanksgiving Weekend...(in no particular order!)

1. IBC "Family Members" that come home.
2. Watching the Macy's Day Parade.
3. The Thornton Family Tradition of "I'm thankful for..." - those darn nieces and nephews always make me cry.
4. The wonderfully, delicious, mouthwatering bounty of FOOD!
5. Volunteering at the VOA Meal Prep - although this year I couldn't attend, since I had a cold (bummer).
6. Spending time with my family - both on Thanksgiving (Mom, Dad, Jenni and Kari @ Jenni's) and the Saturday after (which is when the Thornton/Knisley Family celebrates, so that we can ALL be there!!!)
7. Looking at the Black Friday ads.
8. Sleeping in on Black Friday - unless there is a really good deal, I'm not a fan of getting up before the sun to shop.
9. Two paid days off of work - I'm being honest here friends, not everyone gets it and I particularly like the idea!!!
10. Breakfast at Frisch's after the VOA meal prep with Mom, Dad, Jenni and Kari. No one is in a hurry and it's nice to just RELAX!!!
11. Putting the Christmas Card box out at IBC!!!
12. Christmas Season OFFICIALLY starts!!!

Happy Thanksgiving from my house to yours!!

Disclaimer

For some reason my posts have not been geting posted??? Ahh...technology. So I have re-posted them. They are "Cheesecake" (posted 11/10) and "Jenni" (posted 11/20). Be sure you take a minute to read them!

Jenni...

Jennifer Dawn Thornton

was born on November 20, 1977 to David and Carol Thornton.

She was their forth child and their second daughter. Right from the start she was on her very own time schedule, as she arrived two months early...yes I said early. That was the first and last time that she would be early! I personally don't remember a time in my life that she wasn't there - as I was only 18 months old when she entered my world. As little girls we shared pretty much everything - toys, clothes, bedrooms - if it could be shared, we shared - and this is where our foundation began. As little girls turned into teenagers the sharing continued, but it was more about life stuff - crushes, fears, plans, dreams, etc. As adult women we continue to share pretty much everything - there are only a few secrets between the two of us, and those secrets are just things you aren't supposed share. When I think of Jenni, I think of the saying...."God made us sisters, and love made us friends." Jenni is my BFF . She has seen me happy, silly goofy, and angry - and she continues to love me anyway. And the same is true for me with her.

As I look back on the last 31 years - I realize that Jenni and I have always been kind of the same, yet very much the opposite.

1. Jenni has the dark straight hair, while I had the blond curls (or Mad Curl disease - as I lovingly describe it!).
2. Jenni's features and skin tone are more Asian/American Indian like. Her eyes are slanted and almond shaped. One of the little girls she babysat while in college asked her if she was Mulan. But I think those features are what make her so beautiful.
3. Jenni has always been much smarter than I am when it comes to book smarts - while I was given the common sense and directional smarts. Jenni can administer chemotherapy to a small child with one hand, while writing a prescription in another, all while rattling off treatment options and their side effects. But she couldn't seem to find her way through a town that she's lived in for 31 years and is always calling asking for directions - even to places she's been to MANY times, and was surprised that a frozen turkey could not thaw overnight!
4. Jenni is much more outspoken in public, while I prefer to speak out more in private.
5. Jenni prefers to ask forgiveness rather than permission, while I prefer permission first.
6. Jenni isn't really into the details (most of the time) and would just prefer you get right to the facts. While I want the details and the facts.
7. Jenni's definition of "how much longer" is "oh in a few minutes or in a little while (which usually means about 30 min. or so)", while my definition to how much longer is the exact number of minutes I anticipate it to be.
8. Jenni is on her own clock and gets there when she gets there, while I attempt to be on time - very rarely early, often on time, but more often usually within 10 min. of the time I'm supposed to be there. Our Dad, says "Even while she is still living, she is known as the late Jenni!"
9. Jenni has always (especially in High School) attracted the boys, as potential dating material, while I was more the boys friend and buddy. People are always looking to "hook" Jenni up with someone, while for me it's usually I'm praying he comes along. Even at our recent High School Homecoming game - some of the guys we graduated with stopped their conversation and watched as she walked by. I stood back and thought - she still has it, she still gets their attention. Even though Jenni wouldn't give any of them the time of day.
10. Jenni usually makes friends quicker than I do, as I have to test out the waters and become comfortable with someone.
11. Jenni very rarely cares what others think about her, while I often put too much obsession in to the whole situation.
12. Jenni is a perfectionist, while I just obsess about the details being perfect.
13. I'm a planner and Jenni is a plan follower. She often says, "Okay Meg, so what is the plan?"
14. We are both list makers. But usually she asks me to be the person who makes her list.
15. We both love working with children. But she has a passion for kids who are sick and dying of horrible diseases.
16. We both single, and hope to one day find our soul mates.
17. We both came home to the home our parents still call home at 228 S. Roys Avenue. But now have our own pieces of this world to call our home.

Each of these things makes up the person we celebrate today - the person I call my best friend. None of them are things I'd really want to change, although some days it would be nice - but then I think those are the thing that make her Jenni and I love her just the way she is.

So today I want to thank God for and wish a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my sister and best friend...Jenni!! I'm so thankful that God has given me another year to celebrate her life!

Happy Birthday Jenni! I love you!

In the grips of fear...

Fear - (noun) a distressing emotion aroused by impending danger, evil, pain, etc., whether the threat is real or imagined; the feeling or condition of being afraid. (verb) to regard with fear; be afraid of.

This week I've lived in fear...fear of my security being removed from me and a violation of my body. In recent weeks some news has broke in Cbus that is rather alarming and should be handled with much caution. The criminal acts are towards women who are either single or at the time alone in their homes, and most are happening in the early morning hours as the ladies are a sleep in their bed. The criminal acts have been occurring since June. There have been a total of 7 attack since June, but 5 of them have occurred since September...therefore they are becoming more frequent. Two (4 and 7) of the attacks have occurred near Villa de Megalicious and I'm now in heightened security mode. I guess you could say I'm at Orange level when using the Homeland Security Scale of Safety - bordering very close to Red. The most recent incident occurred within walking distance (10 min. tops) of my piece of this world. Of course, my friends and family are very aware of this and are concerned about my safety. I've had friends volunteer to follow me home, offers for family to come sleep at my place, and other very generous types of reaching out. I do have a security system that is now ALWAYS on - not that it wasn't before, but I'm more aware of it being set. I call individuals when I arrive at home, even if it just coming home after work. On Wednesday to "increase" my security - as if an alarm isn't enough - I went and borrowed a bat from Hayden. This bat doesn't leave my side while I'm in the house - if I go to the bathroom it goes to the bathroom, and it even joins me in my bed as a I sleep at night. I'm going this afternoon to purchase pepper spray for the car, my purse, and my bedroom. I'm also going to purchase a whistle to add to my key chain. I'm also looking into self defense classes. All of these things just so I'm prepared now or in the future. None of these resources are bad to have on hand, should the time it be necessary. HOWEVER...I HATE being scared. I HATE that I can't feel safe in my own home. I HATE that I have to invest money into my safety and this person is just freely roaming the streets. I HATE that I can't get a good night of rest. I HATE that this one person is controlling the lives of women all across this city. I HATE that the other night I sat on my couch for over an hour trying to convince myself that it was okay to go upstairs, that I would be safe and that nothing would happen. Fear has it's grips on me. I have never once felt insecure or in danger in the entire time that I've been out on my own (11 years) and now I'm so scared I can barely take a shower or put my trash outside without being afraid. I'm afraid to walk past a window or door, in fear that I might see him - as he is stalking his victims to get their routine down. TRUST me when I say that I've prayed about this - asking God to allow me to remember who is in control, to remove my fear, and to rest in my ultimate security system...and each day it is getting a little better. But I'm worried to put my guard down, to get comfortable again. Because what if I let my guard down and something happens. Fear is an ugly creature - a creature I've never really dealt with before. I thought that I had experienced Fear, but oh no - it is nothing like what I'm dealing with right now and I want it to leave.

Cheesecake...

It is amazing how the smallest of topics can enlighten you on someone's past.

Last Friday, just like clock work, my boss (Mike) stopped by my desk. This is a daily event - any time between 8:45 a.m. to 9:00 a.m. He stops just to see what is going on with work, life, etc. It's really nice that he takes the time to just check in - the conversation is usually about 5 min. long and then both of us are back to the "To Do" list. Every Friday Mike's greeting is the same, "Hey Megan...any plans for the weekend?". In the year and half that I've worked at DE, it's never been any different! So as I always do, I filled him in on my plans for last weekend. I told him about a dinner party I was having on Saturday evening. He knows my love of cooking and baking, and asked if I would be preparing the entire meal. I said that that I was and how much I was looking forward to cooking for more than just myself. Like most men, Mike enjoys food and this peaked his interest. He asked what I was preparing and I gave him the run down of the menu. He asked about the dessert (again a typical man question - they always want to know about dessert!), and I explained that I was still debating about dessert. The menu had an Italian theme, and I really wanted to make cheesecake (my most favorite!). However, two of the guests didn't care for cheesecake (unbelievable!), and I didn't want to make two separate desserts! Then all of a sudden the conversation changed from the menu and our plans for the weekend to cheesecake. "Oh, do you make your own cheesecake?" he asked. "Yes, I love to make cheesecake." He explained how his youngest daughter (13-14 years old) loves cheesecake and loves to bake, and how he was considering doing a Father/Daughter night with her to make cheesecake. How sweet! He went on to ask several questions about the special pan (as he referred to it) and where he could locate the special pan, and if it was difficult. He then asked if I'd ever made a certain type of cheesecake - one with Ricotta cheese. I told him I had not, and that I had actually never seen or heard of such a type of cheesecake. He then went on to rave about a lady that he knew in Houston (where he lived before moving to Powell 3 yrs. ago) who made the best Ricotta cheesecake. He said that she would always make them and bring them to their Bible Study.

Bible Study? Did he just say Bible Study? I think he just said Bible Study? Mike has never mentioned going to church, let alone attending a Bible study on a regular basis. I wish now I would have not been so dumb founded and asked more about the Bible Study, but I didn't. But the door is now cracked and I can try to bring it up again, or maybe he will feel a little more open to discussing church/Bible study again. He is very aware that I attend church and that I'm active in the children's ministries, but has NEVER mentioned anything about his church.

Mike quickly ended the conversation asking me if we could talk more later about cheesecake, I told him sure thing, I'm here if you have any questions. But deep down I'm hoping we talk more about this Bible Study!

Amazing how God used some thing as simple as Cheesecake to open this door! Just goes to show you that you must always be ready...unlike me!

Silver Bells...

"...soon it will be Christmas Day!".

Silver Bells is my most favorite Christmas Song (my favorite Christmas Carol is The First Noel), and I heard Silver Bells today on the radio for the first time this year!!! One of the radio stations in Columbus is already doing continuous Christmas (at least on the weekends right now). I of course am loving it, being the Christmas Enthusiast that I am. I heard Silver Bells and I turned it up to sing right along, and then the tears came. "The tears came?" you are asking yourself.

Well there is a story behind Silver Bells - as it relates to me. Growing up I had a very special Aunt, her names was Joanne. However as kids often do with names, my brother couldn't get Aunt Jo to come out correctly and it came out as Aunt Ho - and to this day that is the name she is called. I adored my Aunt Ho and she adored me...very much. I loved going to her house. Every other weekend I would go and spend the entire weekend with her and my Uncle De. In the summer I would spend 2-3 weeks in a row with them. Funny part is...they only lived about six streets away from my home. However, I LOVED, going to their house. I especially loved going at Christmas time. Aunt Ho was a Christmas Nut like myself - I think probably more so...therefore, I get this honestly! Her house would magically turn into a winter wonderland. She wrapped empty boxes, bricks and anything else she could think of to make it appear as if there were packages all over the house. Her tree was silver aluminum and each year she would have a different color themed ornaments - some years blue, some red and some green. They had an electronic bird that would sit inside and make chirping noises - it was very unique. My Aunt Ho was the best cook - everything she made was wonderful, but my most favorite Christmas treat was her fudge...oh what I would do to have a piece of it right now!!! Each year the JC Penny's Christmas catalog would arrive and she would give the catalog to my siblings and I. We would each take our turn to mark the items that we wanted, and whatever was marked was sure to be under that tree on Christmas afternoon. Christmas was a HUGE deal to her, and I loved being at her house during the Christmas season. Each Christmas night I would stay the night to enjoy my new treasures all by myself. However, each year Santa left some extra presents upstairs for me, my Uncle would go and bring them down to me, and I'd have another mini Christmas. My Aunt would play records (yes the vinyl ones) on the record player all the time during the Christmas season and she would always tell me how Silver Bells was her favorite. She would listen to it over and over again. I just loved listening to the songs play over and over again. However God's plan was that Aunt Ho and I would only celebrate 7 Christmas afternoons/evenings together. On July 5, 1984 she had a stroke and massive heart attack, and that afternoon she slipped into eternity. I'm not sure if she was a believer...I would like to think she was, but she and my Uncle didn't attend church - unless one of us was performing; therefore, I'm very uncertain about her salvation. July 5, 1984 was a day that my life changed forever - it was the first time someone that I loved had passed away. My sisters and I were the ones who found her lying on her kitchen floor moaning. She had not passed away, she was still very much alive - but it was a scary sight for three little girls ages 8, 6 and 5. That next school year I was in Third Grade and I struggled greatly in school - I couldn't focus on my work and I had a hard time making friends. I missed her so much. I missed going and visiting her and my uncle. Because of what I saw that day - I was never able to go back to that house and not picture her lying on the linoleum floor. I never again spent the night in that house.

So now as a 32 year old women I love the song Silver Bells - it has been my favorite for many years. It takes me back to images, smells and memories that I will always hold dear in my heart. But it reminds me of this person that I loved greatly and I miss greatly...even after all this time. I often wonder what life would be like if she were still with us. How spoiled and bratty I would have become, as she gave me every material possession I wanted. She loved me (and my siblings) VERY much and giving us material items was how she best displayed that love. In a lot of ways I am very similar to Aunt Ho...which is both good and bad. Then that makes me think of the Aunt that I am today. I love Ashley, Hayden, Emily, Sophia, Elijah and Ayana as if there were my own children. I often tell Wendy and Kari that I can't even begin to imagine how much they love them - when I love them SO much just being the Aunt! I recently have begun to realize that my dreams of one day having my own children are quickly leaving the realm of reality. I'm realizing that those six precious lives (and those of Jenni's babies one day) maybe the only lives I get to 100% love and influence as if they are my own. They will be my legacy - they will carry on the traditions that I've created and carried on. I want to give them wonderful memories. I want them to think of times we shared together reading childhood books, walking to the park, going to a movie, making cookies, watching baseball games, playing board games, just hanging out, trips to get school supplies or just general shopping, going on vacations and all the hundreds of other wonderful things have done and will get to do in the future. I want them to remember always that I love, support and root for them with my entire being. I want to give them material things - but more importantly I want to provide them with spiritual and emotional gifts. I want to be a Godly example to them and for them to know that I pray for them all the time. I want to be the person they can come ask those questions that you're not so sure you can ask your parents - but you need an adult to talk about. I want to invest in their lives so deeply, that one day after God has called me Home - they will turn up the radio to sing and remember when they hear Silver Bells for the first time that year.

Dear God - Thank you for the love my Aunt gave to me when I was such a little girl, and how I can still remember that love and impact - even though she has been gone for many years. Thank you even more for allowing me to be called Aunt Meggie (or Meg by the older ones) and all that the "title" requires, allows and entitles me to - especially the endless hugs and kisses! God I pray that I will be the positive role model that you want me to be to these precious lives. God being Aunt Meggie may be the closest I get to "raising" a child, and if that is your plan, I ask that you help me as I walk down that road of realization and to provide me peace and understanding.

Music...

Music has a unique ministry with me - as it does some of you. There are times when songs bring a smile to my face and allow me to celebrate, at times tears to my eyes as I mourn or grieve, and often songs that bring peace and comfort to my spirit. When I get a song in my mind - it stays there and it won't quickly leave. I think about it over the course of the day and sing it multiple times in my mind - sometimes out loud and some times I even start to hum it. Well today was music day - as soon as I woke up I needed the ministry that music brings to me to come and minister today. As many Christians in America - I woke up this morning with a very heavy heart. The outcome that I wanted and prayed for, didn't occur. The votes were in and my guy didn't win. Fear filled my mind. Anger quickly took hold. My heart was heavy and I did the only thing I could do - I went right to the Father, and laid it down at His feet. As a Christian I have the right to be angry, but I needed to watch my temper, my words, the way I carried myself and my attitude - I needed to reflect Christ in my disappointment. Talk about hard! But as I was getting ready and hearing the media praise Barack Obama, I began to get more and more upset. I looked at myself in the mirror and I had to decide right then and there that I was not going to allow Satan to enjoy my anger or fear. I was not going to let him have control of my attitude and risk losing my testimony with co-workers - instead of taking the opportunity to be a testimony. "So many watching, so much at stake." It just rang over and over and over in my mind. So as I often do when I need to release pent up emotions I started to sing. The first song that came to mind was Amy Grant's song "God is in Control" - that was a great reminder. Then it turned more into a plea session with God as the old Hymn put it..."oh Lord Jesus, how long? How long? Ere we shout the glad song...Christ Returnth". As humans life gets hard and we are instantly ready for the Lord to return right then. Then it was the childhood song of "This little light of mine, I'm gonna let it shine. This little light of mine, I'm gonna let it shine, let it shine, let it shine, let it shine. Won't let Satan blow it out - I'm gonna let it shine." Back and forth all day long these songs were filling my mind as I heard stories on the radio, read Facebook postings, read e-mails and stories on the Internet. I finally had to just stop listening, reading and talking about it. But the songs gave me peace, gave me assurance, and kept me in check. Then tonight at church we song the great hymn "How Firm a Foundation". As I song the words - peace was falling on me, and I realized that this morning I didn't totally lay it at the Father's feet, so by the conclusion of the song, my burden and pain about last night was resting at my Savior's feet. I realized (again) that He is in control, He is my firm foundation, He is going to return (in His time, not mine) and until then I need to let my light shine - allowing no one or thing to blow it out.

Thank you Lord, for the gift of music!

Unplanned Visitors...bearing Hot Chocolate

Well it's the night before Trick-or-Treat in C-bus, and I went right from work this evening to Flower Factory to purchase large quantities of candy for the cute, scary and mysterious visitors that will be arriving at my door step tomorrow evening. I'm really pumped about TOT this year...I'm not a huge Halloween supporter - but I'm not Anti-Halloween either. I enjoy passing out treats to the kids and seeing the vast array of costumes. Plus this is the first time that I will actually have TOTers coming to my place - and I've been warned by neighbors that we get many kids...YEAH!!! So with all of my excitement I decided to invite the family over to enjoy the parade of characters and to just hang out. So the other errand I had, before coming home, was to stop by Kroger. To pick up some munchies to feed the characters that will be inside my house tomorrow night! (hehe!) I got through both the Flower Factory and Kroger relatively fast, and was heading home by 7:15 or so. When I arrived home I had some work ahead of me...I needed to dust, clean the toilets and collect the trash (those are all every Thursday chores), I needed to sort through junk mail and recycling items, make a dint in the a HUGE pile of laundry waiting for me, run a load of dishes, get the tablescape ready for tomorrow evening, get the candy in the basket, and make the Iced Tea and Mac-n-Cheese for tomorrow evening. The list was long and I had the energy and "get to it" attitude needed to get it all accomplished. On my way home I stopped by Mickey D's to grab a quick bite of dinner - drive thru of course! I quickly ate my dinner and began my dusting, sorting, collection of trash and had the toilets "soaking". Around 8:00 p.m. the phone rang...it was Kari (sister). She and Adam were in the area and wanted to stop by. Sure...the door is always open to family! I continued to work on the tasks, when the phone rang again...it was Kari (again). "Um do you like Cafe Mocha or Hot Chocolate?" "Hot Chocolate, please!" At that moment I knew this visit wasn't going to be quick. I worked until they arrived and then sat down to enjoy some conversation and a cup of T. Ho's Hot Chocolate - it was so yummy!!! Well we talked for a good long while - until 10:00 p.m. They needed to leave so I watched them to their car and closed the door. Oh crap - where has the night gone? How am I going to get it all done? Okay, breath Megan...it will all be okay. The toilets were done (check), the trash collection was done (check), the dusting was done (check and smile!)!!! As I sat down on the couch to strategize my plan...I thought back to my blog on Sunday...the one where I just wanted to share a cup of Hot Chocolate with someone and to just talk. I smiled and again God showed me how amazing He is, and that He gives us some of our desires when He is ready for us to have them...while it wasn't in His plan Sunday evening, and I wanted it to be - it wasn't in my plans for this evening, and He wanted it to be.

Thanks God, for allowing me a couple hours with just Kari and Adam - to talk, laugh and enjoy each others company. Now Lord, I pray that you give me a good night of rest. So that I can wake up early to get my many other items accomplished, so that I'm ready for the characters...inside and out tomorrow evening.

Alone...

Tonight was one of those times when being single felt like a curse.

I've had a fairly busy weekend, and coming home and relaxing wasn't a horrible idea - but it wasn't what I wanted to do. At least I didn't want to come home and be alone. When it is just me at home there is a lot of silence - unless the TV or radio are on. When I come home the house is empty - and I guess if it is just me coming home I would prefer that no one be there waiting - you know an "unwelcome, unexpected visitor". Many ladies my age - would consider this a luxury - but they have a husband and/or a family, so they don't see quiet and emptiness in the same light as me. Don't get me wrong - I had a great day today. Lunch with the family at our usual local...Wendy's. I wore a new orange sweater (that I love) and many people complimented that they like it - always nice to hear (especially when you are single and wonder if anyone will like your new something or other). Our ladies group was good and the discussion left me thinking. But as I walked out of church, I didn't want to come home. I sat in the car for a moment and wondered what I could do. Most stores were closed or would be closing. I wasn't overly hungry - so I probably should get something to eat. I didn't want to do anything spectacular, I just wanted to go some place and talk to someone - not about any one specific topic - I just wanted to talk. I really wanted to go and enjoy a cup of Tim Horton's Hot Chocolate (my favorite!), but that is kind of boring by yourself on a Sunday night - there aren't that many people to watch (I love to people watch). I did entertain the thought of going and reading...but I didn't have book with me - and honestly I knew that wouldn't cure the hankering that I had. I know I could have gone to someone in family's house - but sometimes I feel like I'm interrupting their night of settling down and getting ready for the week. I know that's not true, they would all allow me to come and visit any time. But tonight - I just wanted to not be in my home or someones home - just wanted to be out with people sharing a cup of hot chocolate, our thoughts/perspectives and some laughter. I just wish if God couldn't send me a mate, he could at least send me someone that I could spend some time with - someone to share these "I don't really want to go home alone" with moments.

Well before I knew it I found myself pulling into the carport of Villa de Megalicious - all roads were leading me home. Home to silence, home to emptiness. I was kind of sad - but I do have laundry that is waiting for me. I guess tonight just wasn't the night to go...maybe another night!

Faithfulness...

This year in Olympians (the 3-5 grade tweeners that I work with at IBC), our theme is The Fruit of the Spirit. Each month we will learn about a different fruit and apply it to our lives.

This month our focus has been on Faithfulness...hence today's title!

We started the month looking at Job (an unlikely story on Faithfulness - more like Long Suffering), and how he remained Faithful to God through all the horrible things that happened to him.

The next week we did our Missionary of the Month and learned about Jamie & Gretchen Miller and Consumed Ministries, and how God has displayed his Faithfulness to the Millers and to Consumed.

Last week I told the kids they had to find a verse in Psalms that talked about Faithfulness and we found similarities in David's life and our lives.

Are you catching my progressive theme...learn about someone from the Bible that you don't actually know but can learn from, learn about someone you kind of know and can again learn from, learn about where to find verses and apply to you personally.

Then this week the kids were to draw a picture about one of two options - "How God has been faithful to you?" or "How are you going to work at being faithful to something/someone? (school work, obeying parents, memorizing scripture, etc.)" Last part of the progressive theme is - applying it to your ever day life . As is normal, the kids were very creative in their selections -

1. One boy wants to be faithful by showing kindness to his brother and share his Lego's;
2. One girls wants to be faithful in doing their math homework;
3. One boy shared how God allowed him to get an "A" on his test at school; and
4. One girl drew a picture of the recent carnival we had and how it was bright and sunny. She had prayed the entire day before, as it was pouring buckets, that the sun would shine bright the next day, and she wanted to show God's faithfulness in her request.

The second part of tonight's lesson, was to write the word FAITHFULNESS on a piece of paper, and to come up with things/people/situations in their lives that represent that word, that start with each letter. WOW - those kids were so creative...I know God was smiling on their answers. As the kids were working on their examples...I began to write some things on the board as well. This month has really opened my eyes to God's Faithfulness and areas in which I need to have more of this "piece of fruit".

So for today's blog, I thought I'd share with you the ways that God has displayed his FAITHFULNESS in my life...

Family - oh I'm so thankful for them and love them SO much
Always making a way - even when I don't see it right away!
Individual's who Care & Encourage
Teaching Children & Teenagers through me
Health
Friends
United States of America and all the freedoms that come with living here
Lover of my Soul
Needs are met, and sometimes my wants!
Education - while I'm not college educated...yet, I have much more than many in this world.
Scripture
Safety - especially living alone

How about you...how has God been Faithful to you? I know He has...that is the cool part - He is faithful to all of us, just not always in the same areas. Have you taken the time to think about His faithfulness to you personally? To express your appreciation for His Faithfulness? We as humans want recognition when we have been faithful in accomplishing a task. Why then do we think (do I think) that He doesn't need me to recognize Him. Thank you Father for you unfailing Faithfulness!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JJHao_5N9d8

Great is Thy faithfulness, O God my Father;
There is no shadow of turning with Thee;
Thou changest not, Thy compassions, they fail not;
As Thou hast been, Thou forever will be.

Great is Thy faithfulness!
Great is Thy faithfulness!
Morning by morning new mercies I see.
ALL I HAVE NEEDED THEY HAND HATH PROVIDED;
Great is Thy faithfulness, Lord, unto me!

Summer and winter and springtime and harvest,
Sun, moon and stars in their courses above
Join with all nature in manifold witness
To Thy great faithfulness, mercy and love.

Great is Thy faithfulness!
Great is Thy faithfulness!
Morning by morning new mercies I see.
ALL I HAVE NEEDED THEY HAND HATH PROVIDE;
Great is Thy faithfulness, Lord, unto me!

Pardon for sin and a peace that endureth
Thine own dear presence to cheer and to guide;
Strength for today and bright hope for tomorrow,
Blessings all mine, with ten thousand beside!

Great is Thy faithfulness!
Great is Thy faithfulness!
Morning by morning new mercies I see.
ALL I HAVE NEEDED THEY HAND HATH PROVIDE;
Great is Thy faithfulness, Lord, unto me!

He said..."Winter is coming."

The weather man says it is going to be 32 degrees tonight...32 degrees it is only October 21 (7 months til my birthday, by the way!), and we are already going to hit FREEZING...oh no, better get and extra blanket or two for my bed!

When I lived in my apartment I loved the various fountains that were sprinkled throughout the complex. There was one in the pond right behind my apartment, so I could sit on my balcony and enjoy the sound of the splashing water. There was one in the pond in front of my apartment, which was closest to my bedroom. I loved it on those nights that the windows were open the sound of the fountain would carry me off to my dreamland. After 7 years I was very accustom to the sounds of my apt. - mainly the sound of the fountains and the noise of the freeway (which eventually just became second nature and was able to tune it out!). However, when I was looking for a condo I had my list (surprise!) of must haves and would like to haves - and a fountain never made the list. I'm not sure why - but I'm assuming I probably didn't give it much thought. I'm sure I would miss it - but really who puts a fountain on their list. That is just one of those little blessings you are lucky to get.

When I found my Villa de Megalicious I fell in love with the hardwood floors, the enclosed brick patio, the finished basement and the spaciousness of the entire place. I never really payed attention to the fountain right outside. At the end (which is where I live) of my street there is an island that is home to a fountain, as you curve around the island you are now proceeding back up the street. On the day of my home inspection, I was driving down the street and saw the maintenance man getting the fountain ready for the warm season. Oh I was so excited - that was the first time I realized that a fountain was located there...and its location was perfect. I could sit on my patio reading a book or enjoying company - while the sound of the fountain danced in the background. I could open my bedroom window and the sound of the fountain could again carry me to my dreamland. Oh I was so excited...I enjoyed the fountain so much the past 5 months (wow has it really been that long?!). Kari's kids LOVED to go to the fountain.

Then it happened...yesterday as I was enjoying my day off I heard clanging and banging, then silence, then more clanging and banging, then silence. This continued on for most of the day. As I was pulling out of my carport - I saw it. The signs that the fountain was being turned off for the Winter. Oh no! Could it really be? Yeah, it really could be. The same maintenance man who seemed to be working a lot faster that Spring day that I first saw him, was draining the fountain and the water was no longer joyfully shooting upward and making the beautiful crashing sound as it came back down. A long hose ran from the bed of the fountain to the sewer, carrying the water that had caused the fountain to dance. I cracked my window and said, "Are you just repairing the fountain?" Hoping that would be the answer. The maintenance man smiled and said, "No, I'm turning it off...winter is coming." "Oh, okay...well have a great day!" "Rats", I thought, as my window glided back up. Ugh...winter means cold, less daylight, potential for ice on the roads and sidewalks, the stuffy stale air from sealed tight windows., and now a fountain-less day. As you can see, I'm not such a big fan of winter - outside of Christmas time, of course. Yes, yes, yes - I know that God made the winter and at times it can be beautiful - but it is much easier for me to see beautiful when it is sunny and in the 80's. But whether I like it or not - Winter is coming...today the silent fountain reminded me of that and I had better get ready.

Toilet, Tub and Tools...

Hahaha - I knew that title would catch your eye...

So I had my first meltdown about home repair issues on Friday. It wasn't a huge one - only lasted 5 min. or so - but tears were involved so it qualifies as a meltdown!

About two weeks ago my toilet lever in my upstairs bathroom had started to split and was not allowing the lever to do it's job of pulling up the chain, so that the chain could flush the toilet, allowing life to proceed as normal. Ugh...I'm not a real handy person when it comes to fixing things or putting things together - mechanical things that is. Give me an event to plan - I can do it. Give me a recipe to put together - I've got it covered. Give me a large cardboard box full of 100+ pieces, twice as many screws, nuts and washers - yeah, I'm lost. Give me a broken appliance or household fixture - I'm even more lost and probably stressed out. If you really want me to start to stress, send me by myself to Lowe's or Home Depot...I start to sweat and need to take frequent breaks! So needless to say I had no clue how to fix my toilet - I mean it took me a good 15 min. to locate the problem - that's 15 min. after I stood there for 5 min. trying to push the handle down, thinking each time the toilet would fix itself. This issue semi-stressed me out, but I was thankful that I could pull on on the chain myself to flush the toilet. While it wasn't the most ideal solution - it was a solution and the toilet was flushed. Life could proceed. So once I got the toilet flushed I do what I always do when something like that breaks...I called my dad and my brother. My brother told me he could get it fixed by the weekend, and that was fine by me. Since I had another toilet and I could pull the chain to flush the broken toilet - I was in now rush (meaning it didn't need to be done in the next 12-24 hours). Well that weekend came and went - life happened and the toilet was still injured. Oh well...refer to previous sentence about chain and other toilet. The following weekend I was out of town, so I went another weekend with a semi-functioning toilet. Then last week I reminded my brother of the toilet needing fixed. I was tired of removing the toilet lid each time I used that toilet, and I thought a loving reminder was needed. I was at his house and he had me show him, on one of his toilets, the part that needed fixed. He told me to take off the handle and the lever, go to the hardware store and ask them to show me where I could find a replacement part. I began to sweat and breathing became difficult - or so I thought. Me, go by myself to the hardware store - I've never had a good experience doing that.

Did you know that the hardware store doesn't have just a standard nail? They have like 8 trillion kinds of nails. Why? Why is that necessary? And if that is so necessary, why can't one just be called "The Standard Everyday Nail"?

Okay back to the story. I told Steve I could handle that and have the replacement for him so he could fix it for me on Friday evening - yippee house repairs on a Friday night! Friday as I was getting ready to get ready - I attempted the removal process. The lever completely broke and instantly sank to the bottom of the tank. And I was not able to remove the handle that Steve wanted me to remove, because I don't have any tools...oh crap. I proceeded to get ready and I was at the shower stage...which takes us to the tub portion.

About three weeks ago I realized I had a slow drain in my only tub. Oh!!! I knew the solution for that...get some drain cleaner and it will work like a charm. Well it did...for about a week and a half. Then the drain wasn't draining that well and water was collecting in the tub during my showers. Well last Monday the water was collecting quickly and by the time the shower ended the water was mid-calf. This wasn't good. So on Tuesday night I mentioned this to my Mom. She told me that something was probably trapped in my trap - well it was great to know that something was doing it's job! I asked her how to fix it and she said, "um...I'm not sure, your Dad handles those things. But usually when I tell him we have a slow drain, he gives me the answer I just gave you and then he fixes it." Oh great - we are both clueless about these situations! She told me to try to unscrew the stopper, and to see if I could see if anything was trapped. When I got home that night, I tried to unscrew the stopper...yeah, it didn't work - so frustrating. So Friday as I was getting ready, the bathtub was rapidly filling up and I was thinking of the lever that just broke...it all hit rock bottom. After finishing in the shower I called Steve to talk about the lever, he had to call me back. He called right back and I explained what had happened with the lever. He asked if I tried to use a wrench to remove the handle.
"Um no - I don't have any tools."
"You don't have any tools?"
"No, I've never needed them - I've always had a maintenance man to come fix the problem."
"Well I know what you get you for Christmas."
Then the meltdown began - As I was sitting on the toilet (fully dressed) and explaining the problem about the lever, I looked over to see the slow drain. I started to explain the tub issue, in meltdown language (hand movements and all!) and pretty soon my eyes were draining - faster than my tub. He couldn't understand a word I was saying when I was talking in meltdown lanugae, and of course this completely threw him off. We were just having a normal conversation, and bam it come from out in left field. He did the whole - what in the world is wrong? what has happened? Of course as I type I'm laughing uncontrollably, but it wasn't a laughing matter at that time. He quickly calmed me down and told me all would be fixed that evening.

Around 6:00 Hayden called and they (he and Steve) were on their way. YAHOO!!! Steve assessed the problems. He fixed the tub and showed me how to unclog it in the future - apparently I only get one free unclog from him. He then said he would go to Home Depot and would return quickly. In the mean time Hayden and I went to pick up Reece (Jenni's dog) from Daycare (yeah that is it's own story!) When we returned Steve wasn't back yet, but he arrived about 15 min. behind us. He walked in the backdoor with an arm load of bags - What in the world? I thought it was just the lever that needed fixed! He then said - Happy Sweetest Day and handed me two bags of tools. There was a hammer, 13 screw drivers and various sized plyers and wire cutters. I was so SUPER excited - not that I know how to use them, but I now have them! This will allow me to attempt to fix the issue next time, and allow me to have the independence that I love. I hate to rely on other people to do anything for me - I would just rather do it myself and get it over with. Which is why I guess I freak out so badly with home/car repairs (which we didn't even discuss today!). I love my tools and he even got me a little bag to put them in. He and Hayden laughed at me because I smelled the handle of the hammer and said how nice it smelled. I guess you aren't supposed to do that - I don't know! I had never had tools before and I had never received a Sweetest Day gift either.

When they left on Friday evening I was on cloud nine - my toilet was flushing as it was designed to do, my tub was unclogged and draining at the appropriate speed, and I had a set of tools that I knew very little how to operate them - but I had them. Smiles all the way around!

10 Favorite Things about Fall...

So I don't post for 5 months and now I have two in a 24 hour period...don't get use to this behavior!!

I'm enjoying the day off - actually I'm enjoying a 4 day weekend!!! I realized a few years ago how nice it is to take a long weekend this time of year, just to enjoy the season. So that is what I'm doing this weekend. Columbus in the Fall is a BEAUTIFUL place to be and so much is offered to enjoy the last few weekends of outside weather!

I love to make lists for everything, so as I'm sitting here enjoying the view from my piece of the world -I thought I'd share with you my 10 favorite things about Fall...(in no particular order)

1. Pumpkin flavored everything - especially Pie & Doughnuts
2. The Circleville Pumpkin Show - especially on the Parade of Bands night
3. The smell of wood burning in the air - whether it be from a fireplace or at a bonfire
4. Pumpkins, Pumpkins everywhere and trips to the Pumpkin Patch!!!
5. Wearing a sweater and boots on the first cool day or evening! Come February I'm ready for my capris and flip flops though!
6. The Annual Thornton Family Harvest Party - any time spent with Family is always great!
7. Ohio State Football - need I say more...I think not!
8. Warm apple cider & caramel apples (with peanuts)
9. The beautiful shades the leaves become - especially the bright orange and red, and the burning bush!
10. Comfort food that sticks to your bones and warms your body up - Stew, Soup, Chicken & Noodles...love them all!
11. Bonfires and Hayrides
12. Friday Night High School Footballs games - missed watching Ashley cheer this year.
13. Mums - they make me smile!
14. Scarecrows - they are so adorable!

Okay, so I gave you a few extra - but I had a hard time narrowing it down to 10 (obviously). Hoping that you are enjoying this time of year in your neck of the woods.

Update...

Well it has been a while since I last blogged...is that a word? So I thought I should be doing a better job at these sorts of things, and now I'm ready to update you on where I've been and what I've been doing for the last um 5 months or so. I'm not sure who, if anyone reads this thing - so depending on who reads it...most of this won't be breaking news. But feel free to read, who knows you may learn something you didn't know.

Well for starters...on May 28, I entered a new phase of my life - I became a home owner!!! Oh wow - how fun, exciting and overwhelming. I love my Villa de Megalicious. I'm really beginning to feel like it is home...my home! Only a few more boxes to sort through and put away, but I figure it won't be long before the days are cold and boring, and I'll need a project - so why waste a beautiful day of warm weather and spend it inside in the basement...boring! God has blessed me with a beautiful 2 bedroom condo - that is just the perfect size for me. I have all kinds of room - lots of extra sleeping room for girls nights, sleepovers with the nieces and nephews or out-of-town friends!

I spent most of my summer enjoying my new home and getting settled in. However, I enjoyed the normal summer routines of my life. I started the summer attending and celebrating Ashley's graduation from High School. What a joy that was to be there! Baseball games to see Hayden play. Lots of cook-outs and family gathers (since the majority of our b-days fall in the summer!). Various summer time enjoyment - professional baseball games, swimming, watching sunsets, enjoying longer days of sunlight. I attended Red, White & Boom (a summer must!) and various other fireworks displays. I lead the 7&8 year old VBS class - that was a fun (yet challenging) use of my spiritual gifts. I had to say good-bye to a few dear friends - that is never pleasant, but a part of life. My dear friend Bert lost her fight with cancer, but gained the joys of Heaven. The very next day my close friend Beth left for 2 years to be a teacher in China - that's two straight years. Then in August my friends Phil & Gina moved to PA - so that Phil can attend seminary and join the National Guard as a Chaplain. I have found myself missing them terribly. Bert was always good for a hug on Sunday morning to tell me how beautiful I was - that always made me smile. I miss Beth, Gina and Phil just in the normal things of IBC or hanging out. I really miss Beth sitting next to me in the choir, and all of our laughter that we shared. But God has taught me many things with each of the good-byes. Most a private, so I won't share them today.

As the summer turned to Fall, I was able to be there on Sophia's VERY first day of school. I have 6 nieces and nephews, and four of them have had their first day of Kindergarten. I've been there for all four of them. You see even though I'm not a Mom, I still want to experience these things - and I get to do them via my nieces and nephews. Thankfully their moms are okay with me "interrupting" their moments. I've been there to see their excitement and to watch them take those precious first steps into their classroom - into their new phase of life. How sweet it is to see that nervous, anxious, excited smile as they walk in, eventually turn around and wave. The wave that says - hey look at me, I'm doing it, I'm going to be okay - I love you. How sweet it was as I watched Ashley take those steps across that stage in June at her graduation, as she entered that new phase of her life. As she did I had those flashbacks to that bright sunny brisk morning that she stood there on the playground of Westgate Elementary waiting for her very first day of school. Then in September I was there for her very first day of Cosmetology School - not waiting on a playground for bells to ring - but at her house as she drove off. It wasn't planned - well I didn't plan it, God did. The power had gone out at my house due to Hurricane Ike "blowing" through Cbus. So I stayed at Steve & Wendy's. It allowed me to enjoy that morning of excitement with her, and to watch her get into her car to drive to her very first day of college. Steve, Wendy and I wanted to go and watch her walk in, but we knew those were steps she had to take by herself, without any of us watching.

Work has changed so much in the last 5 months. I've taken on an additional work load, and I'm very overwhelmed - still. I was also able to see the fruits of my labor come to life, at the conference I had been planning since January. It was in Pittsburgh and about 80 or so employees attended. It was a LOT of work and attention to detail. But I loved it! It was a very stretching and enjoyable challenge. God allowed me to interview with a large company, for a very nice position - but His plan was just to take me through the ENTIRE interview process. I'm not sure if he is getting my attention to begin looking elsewhere, or if He was testing my faith and obedience. But at any rate - He tested me and I was committed to follow. I'll have to see what the future holds.

Most of that leads us to present day...

This past weekend I was able to take a road trip with Jenni (sister) and Chrissy (friend) to see Phil & Gina in PA. That was just wonderful - everything about the weekend was wonderful! The trees were the most beautiful I'd ever seen and the company in the car and over the weekend was just refreshing to my spirit. I had the opportunity to see old faces (young, old faces!)- Ben, Holly, Summer and Caleb. While also getting to meet new young faces - Allie and Kristen. Friday evening Gina, Jenni, Chrissy and I enjoyed dinner at Bennigan's. Oh it was so great to get to see Gina and to get caught up on everything. After dinner we went to Wal-Mart and then returned to do "make-overs". Gina and I colored our hair. Jenni experimented with curlers and Chrissy was our "Beautifier". We (Gina, Jenni, Chrissy, Allie, Holly and I) spent Saturday at Roba's (a family farm/pumpkin patch) enjoying pig races, the corn maze, picking pumpkins and the petting zoo. Later that afternoon, we (Gina, Jenni, Chrissy and I) went to Phil's soccer game (he is one of the coaches) at BBC, this allowed us the opportunity to walk around the campus. God brought back moments of former TLC trips, as I walked along different parts of the campus. That was super cool! Saturday evenings was spent enjoying Pepperoni Pizza Chili, visiting with Summer (and meeting Kristin), making Carmel apples and just laughing! Sunday started early and we went to church with Phil & Gina. After the service it was time to head home - so we (Jenni, Chrissy and I) got comfy in the Vibe and headed West. We had another great trip completed with junk food, singing to the radio and LOTS of laughter!!!

The past few months have allowed me to see and learn things about God...

1. He is Faithful - I've seen it before and I've known it for a long time. But God allowed me to experience it again. Especially as I see him working in the lives of Beth, Phil & Gina, my family and the Sutherland family.
2. He is All Knowing - There were days this summer that I just didn't understand Why. But God did/does and I can rest on this fact.
3. He is ALL I NEED - Purchasing a home isn't something I wanted to do alone. But God's timing isn't always my timing and God's plans aren't always my plans. Through this I'm beginning to see that I may never find my Prince Charming, and I may never have what the world calls "Happily Ever After". But I know that I have a Prince who does love me and I know that I can be Happy now, because when the after comes...I'll be in Heaven!! While I've not yet given up complete hope - I'm realizing that Villa de Megalicious may always have only one permanent tenant.
4. He is a Sustainer - My dad is facing some very concerning and unpleasant health issues, and it has really taken a toll on me. My parents have always had fairly good health - especially my Mom she's just in great health. I've not mentioned my worries/concern about my Dad to many and you can't really see it in my actions or the words that I say - but it is a mask I'm just not willing to take off yet. I'm just not willing yet to realize that my dad is sick and he may never be that person I once knew him to be. But God is good and he is sustaining me to take it one day at a time and to realize that God loves my dad more than I could ever hope or imagine, and he has the best plan for my dad - even including the pain and suffering he has been and will face.

The last 5 months have been WONDERFUL months, stretching months, memory making months, life changing months. But they are months that make me the person I am today, the person I will be tomorrow when a new challenge pops up it's head, and all of these things will make me a better person and (hopefully) a person that is more Christ-like.

God Bless America

It's Memorial Day - the unofficial start to Summer! But also a day to stop and remember the price that was paid for us to have the vast freedom that we have in this land. I'm a huge America lover - each year I anxiously wait for my third favorite day of the year...RED, WHITE & BOOM!!! I have several years of Old Navy, Target and Kohl's USA shirts. My small American Flag has been hanging from my apartment address sign for several years now and my new 1/2 bath will be decorated in an Americana theme. I haven't missed a chance to vote - even those special elections they have in the Spring, since I was allowed to vote in 1994. I enjoy watching the debates prior to an election and studying the candidates/issues background. Election Day night - I'm glued to the TV watching the most recent results - yes I stayed up to the wee hours in the morning after the 2000 and 2004 elections. The night of the State of the Union is always complete with a pizza while watching the speech (even though it so annoys me to no end the amount of clapping that occurs during the speech) I guess you could say...I'm just the very normal, every day All American Girl. I definitely bleed Red, White & Blue. I'm so proud of the heritage of living in this country and I can't image any other place to live. I thank God often for allowing me to have the very generous privilege of living in this wonderful place. I love the beauty of this country. I've been told that I wouldn't think America was that beautiful if I'd visit another country. But I'm not so sure about that...while I've never left the USA, except for a very short tram ride to Canada while visiting Niagra Falls when I was five, I can't image a place to be any more beautiful. I love to travel and see the beauty that God has blessed upon this vast and powerful country.

But the future of America scares me - especially as it relates to the Christians. As I watch various CNN/Fox News Talk shows I can see the rights of Christians slowly slipping away. As I've said before Christians must stand up and speak their voice - we have been silent (and sometimes silenced) for TOO long. As I watch God's mighty hand at work in nature through various natural disasters, both in the US and around the world - I wonder how much longer God will bless America. I wonder what the cost will have to be before America returns to God, or if He will eventually turn his back on the USA...let us not forget that as much as God is loving, He is also just and jealous. So as we approach a very momentous election in the history of this country - I pray that Christians will take the time to study the candidates, and to speak the voice by voting. I pray that they will vote biblically, not what is popular. I pray that they enter the voting booth, educated on the candidate or issue and with a prayerful attitude. So I hope that God will continue to bless America and that America will soon return to Him.

So I've never done this before and I'm not sure how often, I'll be able to blog. But I figured it's time to join the world of blogging. I'll try to make them as exciting as possible - but I can't promise it will be of interest to everyone. So enjoy reading my perspective of the world around me and the everyday things that occur in a single girl's life!